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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 08:01:04 GMT

bitches have to stop thinking that i give a shit.

on the brighter side..

NEW YORK CITY on THURSDAY !

anddd...

I can't wait for ep 9 of YAB :(
Jang Geun Seuk & Lee Hong Ki <3

My babies..

andddd...

I can't wait for partying and gossiping and shittts.
WHOOOOOOOOOO... !

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 20:08:10 GMT

ever since i've moved to florida..
i've been getting my daily 10 hr sleeps..
which i've grown accustomed to.
any less or more and i'll killover.

so.. for the past week or so, i've been
getting 5-6 hour sleeps.. which i would've
been fine with when i was in new york,
but heck. i was deprived !

but i finally got my 10hours and i am
deeply satisfied. and my aunt told me that
she needs me to take her spot in the nail salon
after she gives birth to her baby, so i'm excited
to have something to do everyday.

but for now.. i'm excited for something else.

newyorkcity here i fuckin' come.

i must accomplish this list:
[1] see all my babes
[2] go to astor place for $1 pizza
[3] go back to hunter and bum around.
[4] take lots and lots of pictures
[5] go clubbing with my hoes
[6] walk a lot
[7] go crazy

i miss my hometown..

and on the brighter side...

my daddy is coming to visit during thanksgivings and i'm super
thrilled. it's been forever since i've seen him.. which is such a
big change from when i used to see him every single day 'cus
i lived with him.. eeeeks.

and aiyah.. i want so many stuff but i'm so broke. maybe when
i get that job, i can get them:
1.) leather jacket
2.) boots
3.) netbook
4.) lcd television
.. and as usual...
5.) clothes & makeup.

la la la.. but those aren't gonna be my priorities when i have that kind of money..
cus daddy's birthday present comes first ! i'm gonna get him some massage
thing from brookstone. he'll love it since his back his always aching.

i can't wait. this ought to be an exciting month.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 09:45:42 GMT

oh my fuckin' god.

i have turned into an insomniac. i can never sleep at an appropriate time..
it's 6:36am right now. and i'm youtubing for 'ft island'. ah.. i love you, lee hongki.

anyways--

i dyed my hair. again. 2nd time this week. it wasn't light enough and i wanted
a brown that would somewhat stand out.. only issue is:
my roots are light. my ends are not. FUCK.
i'm considering on buying palty to dye it AGAIN.. but that's gonna fuck my hair up
BAD.. not that it isn't already.. but why turn it into hay ? pfth :[

so i was talking to patricia.. and she was getting mad excited for her bday..
but disappointed that i couldn't be there.. & i felt really bad. so i had an idea;
what if i went to new york city for 3 days without my parents knowing ?
in fact.. i'll just tell them i'm going to miami.

so that's what i told her and that's what's happening right now..
& i'm freakin' excited. i miss new york city with a passion !

so.. amy went to volunteer for the light the night walk and all.. and she
got addicted to this underground band called 10th Concession and omg.
i looove their song: you don't have to apologize.. it's so amazing.

it's 6:41am now.. in less than 2 hours i have to 'wake up'.
and in less than 5 hours.. i have to pick richard up from the airport.

i'm hoping i have a good weekend..

maybe i should also get at least 2 hours of sleep now.

--

"I see you standing on the edge of your mind
With the weight of the world, two steps behind
Don’t listen to the voice in you ear
Telling you to stay here, inside the lines
Cause you know, that you don’t, no you don’t

You don’t have to apologize
For the dreams you dream and the light in your eyes
You got too much fire inside of you
You’re the kind of change this world could use
So go on and live your live
You don’t have to apologize"
- 10th Concession

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 07:45:59 GMT

i'm not fucked up for what i say.
i'm only being deadly blunt.
not to mention; insanely honest.
but i'm not gonna apologize.

'cause i can't sit here listening to
you talk about unnecessary shit.
'cause i can't sit here and wait till
you can finally pay attention to me.
& 'cause i can't just sit here and
hope that i can finally have some
of your time.

so what's done is done.
and i'm not gonna apologize for
anything i've said. 'cause i'm
way too stubborn for that.

so sorry ?

naaaaah.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Sat, 10 Oct 2009 06:46:05 GMT

darnnit.

i'm not going back to nyc in november like i planned..
luckily.. i'm going back in december.

thankfuckinggod.

~

but i'm super excited that richard is coming to visit..
and jimbo is planning to visit soon..

happy go lucky me :)

a shiz of ramblez

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 23:06:55 GMT

so patricia confesses to me yesterday that she along with my other biffles are chipping in to get me a plane ticket back to nyc for a belated bday present. and boy was i surprised ! i was screaming inside . i missed my friends so much and they're the only people i can go back to for support when i need it most. so -- i'm going to have to call my dad tonight to get his approval and then.. i'm gonna be out of the state most of november. hell fking yes. city life, here i come !

but thankyou thankyou: harrison, patricia, jessica, linda, sam, times, and elaine so far. love you hoes !

anywhos..

i went to the beach today and it was so relaxing. never have i went to the beach and was able to kick back the sand and lay there for dear sweet serenity. no lies. it was hot at first cus the sun was pounding down on us but then we went to a nearby pool to refresh ourselves and came back. and i retreated back under the umbrella to avoid sweating anymore. and then i went to sunbathe for a bit and went back to the shade to take a brief nap. ahh. lovely day -- and then spent the rest at victoria's house just chitchatting. not to mention, we just stared at her cats with pure amusement. haha--

but i've also found out some stuff that makes me kind of go: wtf? and it allows me know who are my real friends. and apparently.. i've been making myself seem more vulnerable than i thought.. though i don't rly see anything wrong with it after that person uses me as they please. it's a fair game so far-- but life just hits you and you just gotta bitchslap it back.

i'm hungry now... off to find food :)

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 19:00:29 GMT

here's another update--

florida has been torturing and relaxing. it's relaxing in the fact that i just drive all day and don't need to sit in the subway staring at other people. torturing in a way that i have nothing to do nowadays because it's so goddamn hard to find a job that i like. i know i shouldn't be picky, but i know in the longrun.. i'd be going: ugh.. i'm going to work. i don't want to feel like that.

and harrison? he's : overprotective. sensitive. selfish. but sometimes, it's these particular traits that make me attracted to him. but then it's also these particular traits that drives me nuts. but that's a relationship. nothing ever makes sense.

Friday, July 10, 2009

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 01:37:48 GMT

我有二十二日。

阿呀！太快啦～

我不知道我可不可以反手。

现在我太爱他。

我知道我可以问到第二个

男子在FLORIDA但是。。。

不用以。

最不好是我走个日，是我们的四月。

him, him & him.

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 06:51:28 GMT

although sometimes he makes me upset.. he somehow always makes me feel like he's the one. and each time, i fall in love with him all over again-

it makes me smile each time he tells me i love you.
or when he tells me, i miss you so much.
or most of all, when he tells me that i wanna see you.

man, i love this kid <3

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Thu, 28 May 2009 22:49:06 GMT

so i went to florida last weekend.. and i've accomplished the following:
01.) meet dena. you're amazing, babe
02.) eat sushi.
03.) play numerous games of billiards.
04.) drive. a lot.
05.) go out at 5AM.
06.) play catch football.
07.) shop for new clothes.
08.) meet new people.
09.) go to the beach.
10.) hear "i love you".