One word to describe my experience back in New York City: Awesome.

I saw my precious friends again and I vow that I can never find people as equally as important as they are to me. It didn't feel as though I have even missed a day being there. Everything fell back into place immediately and I was talking to them as if I never even moved away. Which has then allowed me to confirm one thing: I will move back to New York City after college. I cannot stand Florida. What happened to fun and excitement? I must say that I dislike that one cannot roam around freely. It always seems like you must have a destination, otherwise, you're lost. It's a bloody mess down here.

My relationship with Harrison is crashing, not to mention. As each day goes by, I gradually grow more and more tired of him. Whether it may be his behavior, personality or speech, this relationship is painful to deal with. Last night, we argued and it resulted in taking a one week break. Maybe this will allow me to realize whether or not I still have feelings for him and vice versa. Today was the first day, and I found myself missing him. But I could've also been just having a sense of void there since he has always been around. We'll see what happens with the remainder of this week.

Thanksgivings in coming up and there's lot to look forward to. Such as a quick drive to Miami with sister and cousins.. or anticipating my Dad's arrival. I haven't seen him in forever and having his presence will be fun. I miss having someone to joke around with, and though I gratefully regret not calling him on a regular basis, I can't help but only use the phone when I truly need to. Nonetheless, I can't wait for everything to happen. And I can't wait for all to come.

It'll be soon before I can say: Pass me that Hpnotiq.