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| pleasepleaseplease... lemme win the lottery so i can have these beautiful items:
guess snakeskin heels that screamed at me - $70
a new laptop ( mine is practically burnt out ! D: )
that louis speedy that is just shouting out at me - $665
and that gorgeous pair of raybans - 130$
poo. let luck help me just once.
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edit:
fck you luck. i only got a free ticket.
i'll try again tomorrow.
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and motherfucking fabulous.
i finally had the guts to check my grades last night..
and as expected, i failed my drawing class.
ughhhhh.
my grades? b,c,d,f.
ㅠ_________ㅠ ;;;; | | |
| so i guess my food diary didn't work as well as i thought.
anywhos. i realized that i'm just gonna use xanga to write more thought-out things while i use my tumblr to write compressed ideas.
so, i'm single, once again.
i guess it's hard to get into a well committed [yet distant] relationship.
i find myself falling in and out of relationships really easily.
it's not a good quality, but it's what i am only capable of right now.
i spoke to harrison again last night.
and we really opened up to each other about post-break up things.
i must say.. i was happy to talk to him. and hearing that he was hurt
after we broke up. it was really nostalgic for me. harrison has always
been one of those people i can talk to about anything, and i'm more
than happy that we're now on even better terms.
but once again.. i've fallen into the arms of someone else.
the feelings for him have been on and off since last year. but now,
it's stronger than ever. he makes me smile and we're always talking.
but i don't know if he shares the same feelings for me like i do for him.
of course, i don't wanna be in a relationship with him seeing that i cannot
do long distance once again. but, i guess i want to know to make
me feel secure that i'm not being played.. or to know that this isn't
a one way street for me.
on the bright side..
i'm in love with my job. i can't wait to go to work every week and i wish
i could take on more days, but i can't due to school. i'm happy that it only
took one temporary day for me to work there, only for the boss to want
to hire me permanently. hehe <3 ! 12 years of practice in the nails business
really paid off !
payday is tomorrow. yipee yay. but it's gonna go into paying off shit. :[
traffic citation, credit card, my sister & my mom.
blah. that's half my paycheck there. | | |
| so.. ever since i joined tumblr.. i've been only using it.. however, i wanna use xanga for another reason now. i wanna make it my weight loss journal. of course, unsubscribe or whatever from me 'cause it's gonna be full of useless crap. however, i'm using this as a way to motivate me to eat even healthier than i am already.
since i've started to diet 2 months ago, i've accomplished the following:
- lost 5 pounds.
- quit drinking soda entirely. i can barely touch it nowadays.
- eat more greens & fruits.
so, i'm gonna post up what i ate everyday in order for me to be more self conscious of what i'm eating.
today- 03.11.10 (since i have yet to sleep.. still)
breakfast-
grilled cheese sandwich
lunch-
peanut butter sandwich
dinner-
eggs and chinese sausage with rice
snacks-
1 brownie
1 egg roll thing
+ 20 minute workout.
goal for tomorrow -
drink more water.
work out more.
eat MORE healthy !!
today - 03.12.10
breakfast-
chinese sausage
bread
carrots
lunch-
2 grilled chicken drumsticks
2 slices of garlic bread
snack-
1 grilled chicken drumstick
1 slice of garlic bread
dinner-
rice with beech soup
i failed at doing more workouts and jogging because the weather was bad.
however.. that's no excuse. must work out later on after my food has digested.
blaaagh.
oh fatty me.
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| bitches who talk shit give me a better reason to pound their face out.
kthxbai. | | |
| so.. a lot of things have been happening recently.
i just got into another relationship about 3 weeks ago, and 1 week after i got out of my last one. i know it sounds wrong for me to leave one relationship and go into a different one immediately after. i realize that, and it's not because i move on fast or whatnot. i just gradually lost feelings for him a month before we officially broke up. it was too controlling for me and i can't live without my freedom. but, now i'm really happy with ryan. he makes me smile everyday and i am really in love with this kid. & yes, i said it: love. anyone who is from the outside looking in would think i'm falling too fast or tell me that love can't happen in 3 weeks. i would've actually thought the same a month ago. but i truly feel it each time in my heart. it aches when i say it, and my eyes well up in tears (and i mean good tears). he's so perfect to me, and i don't know what i'm going to do when i see him. will i freeze up when he's in front of me ? will i be able to open up myself to him? but putting the future aside, i've already told my mom about him and she's in approval so far.. and so is amy. i can't wait to see him this summer <3 !! yikes.
school has also started a month ago and it's really good. the downfall of it is that my textbooks and art supplies combined results in 500$. FML. but i like my classes, especially design class. it feels weird to be in college again 'cause i've forgotten what it was like to do homework. and for the record, i HATE homework. ugh.
and i've also gotten a job interview a few days ago for this all-women fitness gym, and they're gonna let me know by tomorrow. i have a feeling that i didn't get it, and i'm kind of disappointed even though i'm just making assumptions. here's the deal , theres one other college student they can hire and the other person has experience in the sales area. my advantage is that i'm bilingual and can make sales reaching a broader population. i hope hope hope i get it, but i fear that it's not going to happen.
a week ago, my [ex] roommate came to visit me and we've been having lots of fun. we went clubbing at ybor on thursday night with tori and we had a blast. we switched between the 3rd and 1st floor a lot, but in the end, we stayed at the 1st floor and danced like maniacs. however, there was this one couple who was against the wall, and their display of affection was quite atrocious. the female grind on him for the longest time ! and at one point the male was grabbing onto her bust and .. wow. it was dry sex on the dance floor. ugh. then, we had a barbeque on friday night and cooked up some cheeseburgers. nothing is better than homemade cheeseburgers ! it definitely beats burger king or mc donald's. i'm actually getting hungry just thinking about it. darnn ! and last night, we had drank a bottle of grey goose and hypnotiq. everyone pretty much got wasted except for me. i still had fun though and it's the best fun you can have without being at any fancy party or bar. we basically played losers take shots for every 3 cards they had left over in a game of chinese poker. then afterwards, we played the 7 game. then, everyone passed out a moment and i came in and woke everyone up.. so we all went and took a walk around the neighborhood and then chilled at the pool. fun shitttt.
i'm loving life right now. it can be better, but i'm satisfied with what i got.
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